Here it is 9:47 at night and I have yet to do anything to work towards my writing career. Even though countless of ideas and thoughts are going through my head. Sometimes I feel like my brain is about to explode. I haven't even worked on my writing course in the past couple of days. Of course I have been playing chauffeur, with having to take my husband and daughter back and forth to work. But that isn't any excuse, its not like I don't get a couple hours of quiet time. I mean seriously its not like my two doggies are going to try and have conversations with me. Although if they did, then I may personally lock myself up in the loony bin :)
Needless to say Its getting very frustrating, I mean why am I procrastinating so much? I have asked myself that question countless of times only to yet find the answer. I told my husband that I sometimes feel that I may have ADD, because my attention span is like hardly there and my mind jumps from one thing to another. I guess it may come with getting older, because I am turning 38 next month. Almost hitting that 40 mark, ( If only I was 21 again)
Okay, now its been almost an hour since I started writing this post, see I get to distracted to easily. Ugh, I am determined to make this work because I don't want to be an old maid the rest of my wife :) Don't get me wrong I love my family very much, but dammit I have spent all my life being a mother/wife, its time for me start spreading my wings. So hopefully tomorrow will be better and I can get something accomplished, hell even if its working on my course. Well enough of my rambling, I bid you a good night. Until later..
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