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Tuesday, May 29, 2012

So Proud!

I am so proud of my 18 yr daughter, she took upon herself to get an job application, take it back and she was hired. This will be her first job ever, so now she is officially of the working class people :)  Now she will hopefully see about responsibility, bc now she can pay her own phone bill and buy the things she needs. Because mom's bank is left the building (not that there was much in it).  Now if I can get her out on her own, then I will really will throw a party! :)


On another note, if my husband doesn't find a job soon I am going to strangle him, (not literally).  You know how most men are when they are bored, antsy and out of work.  well believe me my husband falls in that category.  I am trying to be understanding, but he is really, really getting on my nerves. There is no point in trying to talk to him when his is like this bc its like talking to a wall. He  just denies it, saying he isn't doing it So what to do, i don't have a clue. I am to the point where I am literally going to go beg for him a job myself.


Ugh, I guess all I can do is just keep my sanity and frustrations in check! Well until next time..

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Yay, hubby may be working!

Well, just got some good news today. My husband was called back for a second interview today, so if all goes well he will be officially off the unemployment line. I hope he does get it because he has been looking for 4 months to find a job. Personally I am getting tired of having to go to my parents to help buy groceries or pay a bill, there is only so much griping I can take lol. But all and all I am so grateful for my parents.


Plus, my husband has been driving me crazy :) don't get me wrong I love him, but when he doesn't have anything to do he gets very annoying and clingy. Its like dude, find a hobby or something! Oh, well hopefully soon he will be working and all will go back to normal. Well as normal as my family can get :) well keep ya posted, until next time...

Friday, May 18, 2012

My little girl is grown up!



Tonight I got to watch my daughter walk across the stage and get her senior ring, (shown in pic). You don't know how proud I am  of her and that we have finally gotten her this far. Believe me it has been one struggle after another.  My daughter just come to live with my husband (her stepfather) about a year ago,  prior to that she was living with her father. I know if had she stayed at her father she would have probably dropped out of school. Needless to say, my ex would have let her do it because god forbid that his daughter does better then him.

But here we are 1 year later and I couldn't be even  more prouder of my daughter and just typing this is bringing tears to my eyes. We have one more year, before she walks across the stage again to get her diploma and that will be most defining moment in my life. She will have accomplished the thing in my life that I didn't have always regretted. I want her to have the whole world and  not to make the same mistakes I have. I want her to be able to live comfortably and not struggle everyday like I do.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Jobless once agian!



Well the job didn't work out, plus I wasn't really to fond of the job lol Come to find out my back want hold out and I am now force to work from home. I am now back to "trying to work from home" you noticed I said trying lol. I can't prognosticate anymore about this considering my husband is still out of work and we are needing money like really bad. Its pretty sad when your parents are basically helping you to keep afloat during the month. Nope, I am not running to my parents and asking for there help, they are offering it and I know better then to turn them down :) Plus our car is wanting to break down on us every time we turn around. We get something else fixed and bam!, something else breaks. Its like "geez god, will you give me a break" So hopefully things will start looking up soon, because I don't know if things could get any worse!  Until next time ...

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Finally Found A Job

Well I have finally found a job, although it isn't my "dream job", but its a job and right now we desperately need some extra money coming in. Now my husband on the other hand is excited for me, but is also down in the dumps as well. He feels he should be the one working and bringing in the money. Sometimes I feel maybe I shouldn't take this job and let him find work, but we need gas in our car and bills that are overdue. So I don't have much choices here. My husband at this very moment is getting our wii together to be pawned just to get some gas money. Now, you know we are on desperate times if we have to resort to that! It sometimes suck being an adult, I so wish I could go back to my teenage years and not have any worries but just hanging out with my friends and having fun.

I hope  all goes well when I start work tomorrow, I haven't worked in almost 2 years since I hurt my back and on top of that I am so not a morning person. I have to be work at 5 am and get off at 1. So I guess I better get me a good nights sleep and  drink me a lot of coffee in the morning so I can be somewhat coherent and not so grouchy lol.  I am the only person that can make it good or bad,if I go in with a negative attitude, then it will be a bad day.